What today coud've been...

I know this is a little sappy, and you might be thinking, 'Tashina's not over him'. Let me clarify. Today would have been 6 years for Ronniell and I. And yes, I am over him. Today just got me thinking of how crazy my life has been in the 7 months that we've been apart. And how crazy life was when him and I first got together. Vegas baby. At a measly 15 years old. Dang.

He was a wrestler. I was a wrestlerette. I'm sure we both thought we were hot stuff. But you know, thats what boys and girls at the age of 15 think of themselves. Obliviously to the fact that there was a future ahead of us that we never would have imagined at the time. We fell in love. No, I didn't know what love was then. And quite frankly, I'm not sure if I even know what love is now. But him and I, were unseperable during high school. And even more when we were out of high school. Ever high school dance I'd ever gone to was with him.

I'll never forget the day I turned 16. My mom and him were terrible at panning my sweet 16 suprize party. I was afraid of getting in trouble, so when I had picked him up to come hang out with my family, i kinda rushed him so I wouldn't get the "look" from my mom. I showed up with Ronniell at my house 5 minutes too early. With all of my friends arriving, 5 minutes too late. It was hilarious. And so sweet that they were actually trying to suprize me. That day at school, I'll never forget either, when Dayna Penrod (now Arnell) came up to me and said, be sure to let him know that he was infact my first realy boyfriend. And my first kiss. I blushed knowing what she had ment by that, because we were not able to date anyone before we were 16. (Of course the trouble maker I was, 15 and 1/2 was quite old enough in my mind).

It makes me smile and it makes me sad all at the same time thinking of this day. And especially writing it here at work at 3 in the morning. But, I will not be negative. And I will not moap around about this day. I always hear and still hear my peers say, you really do change as a person from when your in high school, to your adult hood and college years. I've come to know this as a fact. People change, and they grow apart. This unfortunately happened for me and Ronniell. 5 1/2 years ago I lost my best friend and the love of my life. (Per, my choice). But it was time.

Don't be sad for me. December 15 just brings back alot of old memories. And I wanted to share with you, because if I didn't, I would be sleeping right now at work due to complete bordem. HAHA. Dang. One stinkin post and I really wanted it to end serious without my sarcasm in it! HA Oh well.

NFC West Chamipons BABY!!!!

On Sunday I was able to go to the Cardinals game with a few girls from work. Thanks Shannon for having season tickets and inviting ME to tag along! It was such a blast! And now that I'm able to post pictures, I might just have to post more often on my life in general! :) I just have to tell everyone that whoever didn't watch this game, you missed out! Ahhh! It was such a fun game! And not to metion....We ARE GOING TO THE PLAYOFFS BABY!!! :) YAY!!!

So my pictures are stolen from my friend Jen, but I'll post others later. AND, this is my first post with pictures, so forgive me for having them all disorganized. But this first picture is after the game. GO CARDINALS!!!!! Love them :)

We decided to do the whole tailgating thing. It was FREZZING! But tons of fun. And since it was us 4 girls, we were putting up our little tailgating tent and some macho men thought we needed help setting it up. (we were doing JUST FINE). We had tons of drinks, but unfortunately the food was so dang good that made us extremely full and we didn't even feel like drinking much after that! Dang it!

Us 4...Shannon, Sherryl, Me, and Jen.
Thanks for a great time girls! It was so much fun!!!
Not to mention, after the game we got to experience the coolest drunk guy ever jumping down onto the field, (because he thought he was so cool) and wanted to celebrate WITH the team, that he was so cool to get arrested in front of Thousands of people. Way to go retard. OH, and I have those pictures on my camera also. I will post them soon. What a cool guy. :)


The end this post I need to apologize to my lover Matt. Any of you who know me, I love Matt Leinart. Yes he may be a slut, but deep down, the boy really does care about me :). HAHA. I have to say Sorry to him for not getting his jersey to wear to the game. He really disappointed me this season by losing his spot as starting quarterback. Though, I do love Kurt Warner and I am so happy that he is the starting quarterback and has gotten the team so far this season.
Instead, I decided to get my man's, (other man) jersey. #34 Tim Hightower's jersey. I love him. And I know that he's gonna do great in the seasons to come!

GO CARDINALS!!!!